The days when you loved me were the best days of my life.
Thinking alot of things this few days. Mayb ending this relationship , we will be happier. I wanted to believe everything you had said, but too many things that make me can't believe you alr. You seemed happy aft ending this r/s? Im tired alr. Tired of thinking. Tired of crying. Tired of everything.
Today was okay :) Aft school went to find mum. Walked around, my bag heavyyyyyyyyyy :@ . brought back all books. Haha! Tml's english paper. I CAN DO IT DE ^^ . FOR MY EVERYTHING, I WILL STUDY HARD! Things I want, freedom &&&& etc :) I'm trying to make a long post, but I hate elaborating what i've done today. KK. I've continue my tumblr again :/ Hope to make it alivealivealive :)
This is sweeeeeeeeeeeet!
Girl: Babe I dont think I can sleep.
Boy: Why baby?
Girl: I don't know. I need your boring voice to put me to sleep. Wanna tell me a story? Hehehe.
Boy: Hahah, you're lucky that you're cute. How about I read you Dear John.
Girl: Sounds perfect.
- Boy reads Dear John-
- 15 minutes later-
Girl: *snores*
Boy: Babe?
Girl: *snores*
Boy: Hahah, you always knock out within 15 minutes. Your snores are cute. Babe, I really love you. I really do. Sometimes I might show that I dont give a fuck. But I do. I never want to lose you. I know it's cheesy, but this is how I feel. This is REAL. I know I'm not the best thing out there, but I'm trying to be one of your best ever. Thank you babe, thank you for choosing a messed up guy like me to be your boyfriend. Thank you for being mine. I honestly can't see myself with anyone else but you babe. I know I say I love you too many times, but each time I say it, my feeling grows more & more for you. Thanks for listening babe. I'll still be on the phone if you need anything. Goodnight babe & sweet dreams. I won't let the bed bugs bite you.
One thing true about what a girl,
Girls aren’t going to talk to you first. It’s a girl thing. We don’t like starting the conversation because we like to feel like you want to talk to us. We like to feel like the wait was worth something. We like feeling like you’ve waited for us like we’ve waited for you. But the number one reason we hate talking first is because we hate to seem needy or clingy. That’s why we’re scared. Cause to us, being needy and obsessive just pushes guys away. And no girl wants that.
